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get to clickin!

alright here's the deal...I know I never come on here anymore so this is like a lost cause but whatev...


short form..click the banner below...it enters me in a contest for Hanson...they could possibly write a song about me and the more you click the better so get to clickin!

<a href="http://www.hanson.net/site/hanson/link/1/89858"><img src="http://www.hanson.net/images/hanson/contest/468x60.gif" alt="Hanson wants to write a song just for me!" /></a>

*tear*

So Nikki left American Greetings today. It was sudden. Long story. She's suspended but she's basically fired. If I had time to get used to this maybe this wouldn't be so bad but she called me tonight saying she wasnt coming in to work tomorrow or any other day after that. It may be stupid to be really upset about this but I am. Me n her have grown pretty close. I hope she knows that. I hope that won't be the last time I talk to her.

<3 :'(

Dirty Little Secret Game

ok I'm making up a game...lets see if this works....its called..as the titles states..the Dirty Little Secret Game...

post anonomously (sp) a dirty little secret you have. dont say ur name or anything that would give you away...what made me think of this was the All American Reject video. Everyone holds up cards with their secret on them but you dont know the person bc they cover their face.

so post ur secret n cover ur identity...no one will make fun or judge. this is my way of letting you get something off ur chest....n no one will try n guess who you are.

so have fun...do what you need to...

give credit where credit is due

this icon was made by souldecay...i apologize greatly for never having credited her...but also i think Helen just gave me this icon so like lol she never gave me info about it but nonetheless i apologize..

Sep. 16th, 2004

Here's a virus being e-mailed to lj users and it looks like this:

Dear LiveJournal user,
We have recently noticed that you haven't updated your LiveJournal in
awhile. If you would like to keep your LiveJournal account, you must sign in
within the next 24 hours.
You may sign in at: {link removed}
Failure to sign in within the next 24 hours will result in account termination.

DO NOT OPEN THIS LINK! IT'S A VIRUS!
Please, post this in your personal journal and in your communities, even if it's off-topic for the community. This is very important

Jake is from 2nd Season Up i was in love</a>


**made my princessillini**

i'm stupid for believeing in you

Are my lips unkissable?
Are my eyes unlookable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Am I unlovable?

Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, used
If I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I would
My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication
In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you
If I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it's the truth
Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few

Stages of acceptance that it's really over
It's just so complicated and I'm stupid for believing in you

You make me feel like my father never loved me
You make me feel like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enough
It was not reciprocated, you kept affection and yourself apart
You fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the park
Sometimes I think you're satisfied to see me begging like a dog

I wasn't armoured, you were king, I gave my everything
Because sometimes you showed me just a hint of you and then
For just a moment I romanticised the notion
I can take away the torment, I can love you like they never did

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my heart unbreakable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?


Are my lips unkissable?
Are my eyes unlookable?
Is my sex undoable?
Am I unlovable?
Are my words unlistenable?
Are my hands untouchable?
Am I undesirable?
Am I unlovable?

You make me feel like my father never loved me
You make me feel like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me
(you abandoned me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my heart unbreakable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?


You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)
You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)

**what the hell happened?